I DON'T KNOW, OKAY, EXCEPT THAT FROM WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD (I don't do anything in this fandom except pop out fic, haven't read others' fic for it for like three years now and so I rely on artimusdin for news) IT SEEMS TO HAVE BECOME RELATIVELY WELL KNOWN AND IT MAKES ME NERVOUS AND LIKE "OH GOD WHAT IF I DISAPPOINT PEOPLE."

Which isn't anything I haven't said before, I don't think, but it's one of those insecurities that comes with putting things out in the public domain and all, so whatever. Ignore my flailing.