I'm going to echo that it's an utter festival of bullshit not having contact with your psychiatrist, and channeling your rage onto hir.
Based on what I know about your actions IRL, I don't think you're going to step into territory where the kids will have their opinions changed about you. Like you said, you know how to remove yourself from a situation before it gets to be too much. If it gets to be too much, ask them to cut it out for a while, because you don't feel 100%. I remember this working on me when I was in--third grade, I think?--so it might be worth a shot. (Though that might require some patience to explain calmly, and I don't know how much of a supply you have left...)
So yeah... hugs again. I hope that it all starts getting back soon.
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I'm going to echo that it's an utter festival of bullshit not having contact with your psychiatrist, and channeling your rage onto hir.
Based on what I know about your actions IRL, I don't think you're going to step into territory where the kids will have their opinions changed about you. Like you said, you know how to remove yourself from a situation before it gets to be too much. If it gets to be too much, ask them to cut it out for a while, because you don't feel 100%. I remember this working on me when I was in--third grade, I think?--so it might be worth a shot. (Though that might require some patience to explain calmly, and I don't know how much of a supply you have left...)
So yeah... hugs again. I hope that it all starts getting back soon.